A change is constant.

So many things that has happened. I'm learning to see things from a bigger picture. From a different point of view. I'm gonna learn how to trust people, especially my leaders. A change is constant. A lot of reflections had been done. A lot of pre-made decisions had been made. And now I shall GO. No point dwelling all the small and tiny pebbles that's gonna pull me down. Yiying is a strong woman!!

I shall not allow tiny things in life to pull me down to my lowest point. The more worse I feel shows that the more I should work on it and not trying to run away from everything. I am not such a person. I dislike running away from everything. I am not weak. I am strong.
I gotta keep shining, keep smiling. 
And be true and real to myself. 

Be true and real to myself. That's what I needa' have. And what others want to see too. I don't wanna put on a brave front anymore just because I wanna hide the vulnerable side of me. From now onward, I shall cry when I'm sad and laugh when I'm happy. Be real and true. :)

"You who calmed the raging seas that came crashing over me."

Anyway, today was beyond amazing!! It started off with me being very very tired and dragged myself up to go for follow-up with Val. And I didn't wanted to stay for service at all. I just wanna take a break from every single thing and just go home and hide under my comfortable blanket and sleep.

But then during the follow-up I asked myself whether or not should I stay on? And also when the follow-up ended, it's already 1pm ++. And I took a step of faith and stayed on. But I didn't have the money to eat at all. I waited for Nic to arrive and return me money. And praise the Lord that he had enough money and returned that 6$ to me!!

So I bought this set meal and the upsize it. And then I was given a small nicely decorated bag so I opened it and then it's written, "Congratulation, you've won a XXX design notebook (worth 800++)". I was shocked and speechless. It's God!! God is moving, God is answering my prayers!! :D :D ~ 

I have to thank Nic for returning me my $$ if not everything wouldn't had happened. And also, it's three more different designs of keychains left and I can redeem the laptop!! And then sell the laptop away!!

And I can pledge for building funds and also give the money to my parents!!
I'm really so so happy now!!! Thank You, God. :D

And the rest of the day was spent happily with D5! Heart them deep deep.
And now, all I wish for is my flu and sore throat to recover so that I can sing!!!
I'm gonna sing together with Peifen and the choir for Pastor How's birthday!!
Everything's gonna be so so so exciting!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait yoooooooooooo!! :D:D ~





I am free!!